So they said we weren't cut out for this so we should stay back in our dark closet without being exposed to the luxurious possibilities of the outside.
Binded by these concrete walls we call bedroom we hide our scars in the broken mirrors of our wardrobe.
We are scared to come out of our shell because the world is fierce & lurking with beasts waiting to devour our humble & kind souls, rip us off our self believe & throw us back into a dark dungeon where we can't see the possibilities we can achieve.
So here we walk aimlessly seeking refuge in the asylum of death who opens our eyes to the many ways of finding him without any regret or stress. He's so easy to find.
So now we sit down to scribble our last note to our captors about the pain,
Fear,
Self doubt,
Depression,
Anger,
Frustration,
Emotional stress,
Broken heart,
Teasing,
Exposed secrets,
Betrayal,
Sexual abuse,
Peer pressure,
Loss,
Addictions,
Maltreatment,
Hopelessness,
Worthlessness & everything they made us feel.
After we full stop, we remember where dad hid his pistol the other day after he threatened to shoot mum in the face for not preparing supper.
So we drop the note on the table & take dads pistol.
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Do we shoot it from the front or shoot it from the side?
But it doesn't matter because either way we still gonna die.
So we count down; 5...4....3.....2.......... ..... .... ... ..
We hear no gunshot,
We hear no echo,
We don't feel any pain,
We don't feel cold,
Everything just went blank.
Now we wait.
Waiting, waiting to see the light. A light of hope, a light of freedom but we wait & wait it never comes.
We were free from the things of the world, yes sweet victory.
But where are we?
With no way back & no way forward we sit there in utter darkness wondering, WHERE ARE WE?
-PEZZY
©TRUTH MUSIC 2017
